在一个中午，我和老板与同事们一起吃午餐，大家一边吃饭一边聊天。突然间我们聊到有关电脑的东西，老板说到"AMD"，还问我是否知道什么是"AMD"。我很快回答到，"哦，那个卖 Graphic Card 的公司咯。"
老板听了后，笑了一下，说，"谁跟你说是买 Graphic Card 的?" 我感到很奇怪，说道: "难道不是吗?" 老板就说:" 你知道 Intel 吗?" 我心想:"当然知道。" ，立刻说: " 卖电脑的 Processor 的咯。" 老板就说:"AMD 就是世界排第二的。" 我就问道: "咦?卖 Processor 的啊? 我印象中在帮过我朋友搞活动时，有看过 AMD 的人在卖 Graphic Card 。" 老板就解释: "卖 Graphic Card 的是 ATI ，然后被 AMD 收购了。" 方才令我恍然大悟。
老板就问我说:"你不是应该对电脑的东西有兴趣的吗?" 我很不好意思地说:"嗯。我没有去做什么资讯调查，所以..."老板就好奇地问:"其实你对什么有兴趣的?" 我一时想不到其实我自己到底有什么特别兴趣，突然不知道要如何回答。老板就说，"你的生活都很悲惨一下。每个人都应该有自己的兴趣。就好像谁谁喜欢车，XX 喜欢模型，我就喜欢音乐。"
其实我也觉得自己蛮可悲的，好像毫无目的地生活着，做人没什么目标。以前喜欢做电子游戏但是却没有对时下流行的游戏做出深入了解，更没有花长时间像一般年轻人疯狂玩游戏。有人讲到游戏的话题时也无法勾起我的兴趣，因为我不知道他们所说的流行的游戏，就算知道也不会想多说两句。
试问我这么一个对游戏没兴趣的人到底为什么会喜欢做游戏，久而久之，我反而觉得不大可能向这个方向前进了。那我到底对什么有兴趣啊? 我还有什么人生目标? 可悲啊...
In one afternoon, boss, colleagues and I had a lunch together, we chit-chat while we're eating. Suddenly we talked about computer stuff, boss asked if I knew about AMD. I quickly answered that it's a graphic card company.
Boss laughed and told me that I'm wrong. I doubted about it. Boss asked me about Intel. I said it's a processor company. Then, boss told me that the AMD is the second largest company to produce processor. I told my boss that I remembered the people from AMD selling graphic cards while I'm helping my friend in an event. Then, boss said this is because the ATI was acquired by AMD so it also sold graphic cards.
Boss asked me whether my interest was about computer. I felt shamed to tell that I seldom did research on IT information. Boss wondered did I have any interest. I suddenly did not know actually what was I interested in. Boss felt sad about my life, he said that everyone should have their own interest, such as xx liked to know about cars, xx liked figures and himself liked about music.
I should feel pity to myself, seems like living without any target. Before I liked to make games but knew less about recent popular games and seldom spent a long time on crazily playing games like the teenagers. When someone was talking about games, I also felt not interesting to chat about the topic.
How do a person who are not interested in games like me to make games, after a long time, I think that I'm not suitable at all as a game developer. What is actually my interest and do I have any target in my life? Sadness ...
